my v first time blogging using my own laptop (: hahas
MY OWN (:
yup.juz got it on mon (: PINK FUJITSU (: (even the keyboard is PINK )
silver prtable hard disk drive from IT fair
red portable hard disk drive case from funan
WHITE/gray egg mouse (super damn cute n small) frm funan (:
and my PINK &BLACK onto headphone which i got a few months ago (:

with my neat room,
im super duper happy (: hahas


less than a month more.
i really dont wish for school to reopen so soon?
cause i know when school reopen i cnt see deardear so often le.and when school reopen,im going to be alone,and i really have no idea what kind of friends i wuld make and wuld my poly life be a boring or fun one.
and of course at the same time,have to control myself and really push myself to study.
i seem to be worrying too much...
and im so not ready for poly life.

mum giving me lots of prob as usual.super pekcek.
really dont know how to say?
i gave both of us a chance to understand each other more but i guess ntng works.
maybe she herself is too stress over her work.so yah.
i shall juz bear with it.

and i guess all most of my friends are happily enjoying their jc life.
or maybe too busy?
during the hols the only jc friend hu asked me out is rachel.
and there is really a difference...
even at 45 class bbq majority of the pple are talking abut jc stuff which makes us 'poly' pple super pekcek.i mean i know that is nt their fault,if i was them i might do the same thing.but i sort of hoped they would juz spend 5 mins of their time to not talk abut jc stuff and instead catch up with us,but i guess,it is not possible.i put in the effort but i think its time to let go.
shizheng hu was in our 'clique' that night us the jc pple really despise poly pple.
its hard to imagine.but its true.

i know i still need to learn to let go.
if nt i wuld nvr be a contented and happy person.