just got the sudden urge to update my blog.but i guess no one would be reading it so i can juz blog anything i like and not care about other pple thoughts...
seriously, i juz hate poly life. i juz cant stand this kind of environment where u can trust no one and YET, u are force to work with them.
but now, its hols i guess i should not be thinking about this stuff and instead cherish the time before school reopens.
i think if it is not for deardear, im juz a pathetic soul. it seems that al my secondary school friends are all in jc.even if we meet up, just feel so left out cause most of them are telling me how they wish they are in poly and nothing else. but definitely, i really really still treasure them as friends, and hope that they are doing fine and would score well in jc.hopefully nxt time we can be course mates in uni (:

just got my results yesterday and i wasnt really happy about it. i cnt believe that i actually cried. i juz bu gan xin luhhs. really. how come pple get better results than me when i am the one who contribute the most in every single proj. and and.. one of my so called "friend" even blamed me for "saving" my friend. i mean, even though she did not contribute a lot for the proj, budden it is not that bad that we have to do that right?do u really think that juz because i did not write any comments for peer evaluation that she got marks that she dont deserve?and why are u thinking it like this anw?isnt she ur friend?is not as if she got higher marks than u right. u r the one who get higher marks then me. and i really feel v bu gan xin.
i feel like a hypocrite.

ip is over now, yup.tiring.tasks to do and im still procrastinating.
miss those children (: maybe i shuld juz be a kindergarten teacher. hahas (:
at least, now ive something to aim for...
srsly feel like going overseas to take my degree, but it srsly ex luhh.so i think i shuld forget about it.